Have a little talked with Jesus

Today I woke up and feel very angry with God, because I went to the doctor and all the reports are just depressing, diabetes, high blood pressure, eyes problems and the list just goes on, and now I’m very upset with God, my father, my deliverer, my provider, my healer and my all in all, God is my everything to me, I trust him with every breathe I take and every fiber in my bones now here I’m trying to figure out these illnesses that is attacking my body.

The reason why I say that I’m upset with God is because I make the sacrifices to live a righteous life as he has called me to righteousness. I’m not perfect, but I’m walking in the percept and concept of God and doing my very best to held on to all his promises. I question God and how could he send his son to die for me, then let the enemy rejoice over me. I believed that the blood of Jesus Christ washed away my sins and in the same manner his blood heals all my diseases. Now here I’m seeking answers to my ailments. I know it is not unto dead, but just knowing that God can heal. I have been sick before where no doctors could helped me, but God, and for that reason I just believe that God is able and capable to take very good care of me. However, there are times when your spirit dropped so low that you want to give up but don’t gives up, keep crying out for God is not a man that he should lie neither can he repent.

All that is happening to me is for me to doubt God who I have so long trusted from a child. Pricking my finger daily doesn’t give God the glory that is why I says that I’m angry with him. Every time I pricked my finger, I think that I let God down or God let me down and Satan is getting the glory. But God promise that he will take care of me and not to let fear get the best of me. Fear and sickness work hand-in-hand together and they comes against your mind and once the mind accepted the signal from the body, then the enemy wins.

In Isaiah 58 v 8 Then shall thy light break forth as the morning, and thine health shall spring forth speedily: and thy righteousness shall go before thee; the glory of the lord shall be thy rereward. How can God promise and not deliver on his promise. If God says I’m healed then I’m healed and I received my healing and deliverance in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth and I refused to be a victim of sickness and diseases for by his stripes I’m healed and so do you. Healing is our right from God because we are fearfully and wonderfully made by God and he will perfect that which concerns us.

As I take strength in God I do encourage your strength that whatsoever you’re going through God is capable and able to carry us through. Let us pray for a better and brighter tomorrow for we get more sunshine days than rainy days and it too shall pass. Let us make the joy of the Lord our strength and resist the devil and he will flee from us in Jesus Christ name.  All my appointed time I’m going to wait for my change to come and my mouth will be fills with laughing and my lips with rejoicing. I will goes with joy and led forth with peace for the joy of the Lord is my strength and I’m make perfect in weakness. Be not dismayed, God loves us and all the storms will soon be over.

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