IN THE STORM

The storm and it ending or when will it ever ends. I don’t know for many of you, but I must tell you that there are days, weeks, months and even years that keep you into a tail spin. The storm of life, it is spiritual, physical, emotional and mental. You go bed with a troubled mind and wake up with a troubled mind, because that is what the enemy wants for you so have peace. You see, Satan is like a termite that eat the softest part of the wood and works his way all the way in.

Anxiety makes the heart heavy, which mean there will be no peace or happiness for a person that lives on the edge of anxiety. Fear will dominates the mind and takes away, your joy, peace and happiness you will not have the strength to smile instead your face will always set like the clouds that gathered, yet there is no rain.

I have been in the storm one after the other where I wants to give-in, give-up, let go and died. I even told God to take me for it seems like there was no ending. I was just sowing in tears, and pity-patty. I questions God and it seems like his ears are shut-up and in those moments of questioning, the enemy became a monkey on my back. My faith is been questions, spiritually, physically emotionally and mentally, I feel so all alone and even though I trust God and believe that all things are possible through Christ, still the mind came under great attacked trying to tell me my crying-out is in vain. I almost went into depression, but never made it into depression, because my God was hearing my cry all the time and because he is a on time God he knows the right time to shows up and delivered me.

So I was remind of Job and Jesus Christ in the garden of Gethsemane. Job was faithful and out of his faithfulness to God Satan seek to destroy him. Satan goes up to God to request Job soul personally, but God told Satan to touched Job flesh and not his soul and so Satan put Job flesh in agony, but Job never gives up instead he cried to God, he cursed the day he was born, but he never gives up and he never stopped praying, he says, “yah though you slay me Lord, still will I served you and there is an appointed time and change will come”. Patient is a virtue, wait on the Lord be of good courage and he will strengthen your heart.

Jesus took three of his disciples in the garden to pray and they fell asleep on him, so there are times when you needed someone to be there for you and they failed. Whiles the disciples where not able to keep up with Jesus, God sent an angel to minister to him and strengthen him, so I’m telling you that God will send spiritual help to strengthen you in your physical, emotional and mental weaknesses. Weeping endures through the night, but joy comes in the morning. God gave Job laughing to his mouth and rejoicing to his lips and unto Jesus be all glory, honor and praise because he arose triumphantly and victoriously and give us the victory over the enemy of our soul, mind and body. Your storm is to give you strength where you’re weak and your fire is to bring you out as pure gold. I’m still in the learning process and I know it will only get better in time and season.

I gives it all to Jesus and I’m now refusing to pick-up what I have put down at the feet of Jesus Christ, the great I am. I will be a victor and not a victim, so fight to your final breath. Speak life, speak life, and speak life, for life is on the power of your tongue.